aw man. I had to go and look up why Terezi needs a protection week. I haven’t been on Paradox Space since it first launched; had completely forgotten about it actually.

but

mercy mary

do you fucking know how much it sucks when people do that? Because I do. The very first time I ever tried to DM a game that is what happened.

That was SIXTEEN YEARS AGO.

I haven’t DMed since. Every time I think about it, I flash back to having my players get up from the table to go play video games and watch tv within the first fifteen minutes. That kinda kills your confidence.

and right now I’m about to fucking cry because I’m thinking about it again. Good lord.