October 2012 – rennegades backup

so I was talking to my dad about my day in the hospital

and he comes out with

“It never helps to talk to someone. Wait. NO. THAT’S NOT WHAT I MEANT. IT NEVER HURTS TO TALK TO SOMEONE!”

I HAVE RETURNED FROM THE HOSPITAL!

and also from buying boots and a lemur and a Jake

My dad finally found out about the suicide attempts yesterday.

Mom told him while I was in the shower. I don’t know what his immediate reaction was, but he’s very firm in the belief that I need to see a therapist. When mom told him that I couldn’t afford one, he scoffed. “I didn’t say she had to pay for it.”

So that’s… that’s pretty cool.

I’m going to the hospital today, so I need to go find reading materials and I am going to go eat bacon because I’ve got what is likely to be a six hour wait ahead of me.

why do I even still have a tumblr?

bored

cosplayingwhileblack:

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Character: Sailor Mercury

Series: Sailor Moon

sxtdcvgbhnjmknbg GORGEOUS

oh my god she even coloured her eyebrows ♥♥♥

there are 137 of you fuckers following me

I don’t know why

only like five of you give a flying fuck about me

so I might as well turn this piece of shit blog into an art blog and just keep my goddamned mouth shut

haha

hah

fuck

i should probably spend more time with people

like in the real world and shit

that might help with all the shit in my head

…sorry

didn’t mean to freak anyone out