well now i am feeling better and this was something nice to read. ; w; ;;;
you have a lot of interesting things to say in this. . A.
BUT LMAO THE ONLY THING I WANT TO COMMENT ON is you driving for hours on end. why???? i would totally give you a destination. you could totally visit me. :ooo
but i don’t live anywhere near calgary assuming you, like everyone else, live there. ;;;;;;;;;
and this also totally reminded me to ask a bunch of you ..something. i will get around to it when i am less nervous about it. > W>;;;;;;
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Driving helps me deal with depression. Sometimes I just… want to run away, y’know? So I hop in my car and drive and drive and drive until I feel better. Then I turn around and drive home. Which is indeed in Calgary; by the time I hit the city limits I’ve usually managed to conquer whatever it is that set me off, and I’m good for dealing with people again.
The only downside is that gas is expensive. Not as expensive as replacing doors— I used to kick them in while trying to turn my depression into rage. I was not a picture of mental health as a teenager— but it’s still a nice chunk of money. ¬ ¬
well, my ask box is always open, so ask whatever whenever you want~ 😉