well now i am feeling better and this was something nice to read. ; w; ;;;
you have a lot of interesting things to say in this. . A.
BUT LMAO THE ONLY THING I WANT TO COMMENT ON is you driving for hours on end. why???? i would totally give you a destination. you could totally visit me. :ooo
but i don’t live anywhere near calgary assuming you, like everyone else, live there. ;;;;;;;;;
and this also totally reminded me to ask a bunch of you ..something. i will get around to it when i am less nervous about it. > W>;;;;;;♥
Driving helps me deal with depression. Sometimes I just… want to run away, y’know? So I hop in my car and drive and drive and drive until I feel better. Then I turn around and drive home. Which is indeed in Calgary; by the time I hit the city limits I’ve usually managed to conquer whatever it is that set me off, and I’m good for dealing with people again.
The only downside is that gas is expensive. Not as expensive as replacing doors— I used to kick them in while trying to turn my depression into rage. I was not a picture of mental health as a teenager— but it’s still a nice chunk of money. ¬ ¬
well, my ask box is always open, so ask whatever whenever you want~ 😉
oh what, my undying, full-homo, OTP 5evr love for all of you? nahh that I can say that whenever. ;D
i dunno i just don’t want to bother everyone! even though i’ve already invited one person. > u> ;;;;ok anyway. wow!! i understand wanting to run away. :c
whenever i am seriously angry i take a walk around the city. so i understand. if it makes you feel better than you gotta do what you gotta do!
have you tried other, less expensive methods though? not door-kicking ( how did you not break your foot????) but like, going outside and just..flopping down and looking at the clouds? or carrying around a stress ball? i used to have a book full of ideas to help people deal with negative emotions and those two things i suggested worked really well! . w.
Ah, you’re not a bother, dear. If our cooing over you hadn’t clued you in, we all think you’re awesome.
Walking is fine too~ I love to walk, and it’s amazing how many parks and how much green space is Calgary that you don’t notice until you’ve spent four hours walking through it all. I don’t do that so much anymore. I really should take it up again.
Haha well, I didn’t break my foot but I did break my toes. That was a pretty sucky time. Hmm, I think I tried the stress ball thing once, but I kept misplacing it. I’m terrible for doing that. Cloud watching… that one I haven’t tried. I should try that out the next time one of those moods hits :3