{"id":20169,"date":"2015-02-24T04:01:12","date_gmt":"2015-02-24T04:01:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/?p=20169"},"modified":"2015-02-24T04:01:12","modified_gmt":"2015-02-24T04:01:12","slug":"rennegades-this-was-not-what-i-meant-to-write","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/?p=20169","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

rennegades<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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THIS WAS NOT WHAT I MEANT TO WRITE. But you can have it anyways. Headcanonish stuff for Claire<\/a><\/b><\/p>\n

characters:\u00a0<\/b>\u00a0Claire Novak
series:<\/b> Supernatural
words<\/b>: 429
summary:<\/b>\u00a0(Five times the victim)<\/p>\n

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The first time that someone used her father\u2019s disappearance to taunt her, all Claire could do was cry.<\/p>\n

Daddy\u2019s last words to her rung in her ears, echoing the nasty girl\u2019s voice: her daddy didn\u2019t want her. Her daddy left her because she wasn\u2019t good enough for him. She is the reason that daddy is gone.<\/p>\n

She\u2019s only ten. She has no idea what it is that she did wrong, but she promises <\/i>that if he comes home she\u2019ll do better, be better. She\u2019ll go to mass every day, and say grace, and she won\u2019t even complain about it. She\u2019ll make sure to change out of her Sunday best after church before she goes out to play. She promises all of this in her bedtime prayers, begging and pleading with God to bring her daddy back.<\/p>\n

The second and third times that her classmates torment her, she locks herself into the girl\u2019s washroom to escape it. She\u2019s crying and heartbroken, but she\u2019s also so mad that she throws her bag at the mirror and screams at daddy for leaving them. Why? What did she do that made him hate her so much that he left?<\/p>\n

Mom tries to explain to her that it\u2019s not her fault. She tries to tell her that daddy had been having some problems and just needs some time to himself, but Claire knows she\u2019s lying. She\u2019s heard mom crying late at night, and heard the phone calls, seen the flyers. Mom is trying so hard to find him, but he\u2019s just gone. <\/p>\n

The fourth time that some girl tries to make her cry, Claire hits her. It\u2019s an accident in all honesty. The girl had backed her into a corner, and in trying to escape, she caught the other girl across the face with her hand.<\/p>\n

The rules were pretty straight forwards: bullying was bad, but you got into a lot more trouble for fighting, and Claire was sent home while the other girl went to the nurse. Her mom wasn\u2019t happy in the slightest. She yelled and cried and it made Claire feel terrible for putting more stress on her mother. She promised not to fight ever again.<\/p>\n

Except that the fifth time that someone brought up her daddy, it wasn\u2019t one of the girls in her class. It was the older brother of the girl that she\u2019d hit, and when he started in on the same tirade, Claire lost it. With tears streaming down her face, she threw herself at him; biting and scratching and just trying to make him shut up<\/i>.<\/p>\n

The bullying didn\u2019t stop.<\/p>\n

But Claire eventually stopped crying.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

rennegades: THIS WAS NOT WHAT I MEANT TO WRITE. But you can have it anyways. Headcanonish stuff for Claire characters:\u00a0\u00a0Claire Novakseries: Supernaturalwords: 429summary:\u00a0(Five times the victim) \u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014- The first time that someone used her father\u2019s disappearance to taunt her, all Claire could do was cry. Daddy\u2019s last words to her rung in her ears, echoing … Continue reading <\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1228,1766,4146,1236],"class_list":["post-20169","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-abitofclaireity","tag-headcanon","tag-recordofanovak","tag-world-building-with-rennegades"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20169","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20169"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20169\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20169"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20169"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20169"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}