{"id":16087,"date":"2011-11-27T08:37:21","date_gmt":"2011-11-27T08:37:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/?p=16087"},"modified":"2011-11-27T08:37:21","modified_gmt":"2011-11-27T08:37:21","slug":"jeexbeez-gallowswifi-jeexbeez-well-now-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/?p=16087","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

jeexbeez<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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gallowswifi<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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jeexbeez<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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well now i am feeling better and this was something nice to read. ; w; ;;;<\/p>\n

you have a lot of interesting things to say in this. . A.
BUT LMAO THE ONLY THING I WANT TO COMMENT ON is you driving for hours on end. why???? i would totally give you a destination. you could totally visit me. :ooo
but i don\u2019t live anywhere near calgary assuming you, like everyone else, live there. ;;;;;;;;;
and this also totally reminded me to ask a bunch of you ..something. i will get around to it when i am less nervous about it. > W>;;;;;;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

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Driving helps me deal with depression. Sometimes I just\u2026 want to run away, y\u2019know? So I hop in my car and drive and drive and drive until I feel better. Then I turn around and drive home. Which is indeed in Calgary; by the time I hit the city limits I\u2019ve usually managed to conquer whatever it is that set me off, and I\u2019m good for dealing with people again.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

The only downside is that gas is expensive. Not as expensive as replacing doors\u2014 I used to kick them in while trying to turn my depression into rage. I was not<\/em>\u00a0a picture of mental health as a teenager\u2014 but it\u2019s still a nice chunk of money.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span>\u00ac<\/span>\u00a0<\/span>\u00ac<\/span><\/p>\n

well, my ask box is always open, so ask whatever whenever you want~ \ud83d\ude09<\/span><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

oh what, my undying, full-homo, OTP 5evr love for all of you? nahh that I can say that whenever. ;D
i dunno i just don\u2019t want to bother everyone! even though i\u2019ve already invited one person. > u> ;;;;<\/p>\n

ok anyway. wow!! i understand wanting to run away. :c
whenever i am seriously angry i take a walk around the city. so i understand. if it makes you feel better than you gotta do what you gotta do!
have you tried other, less expensive methods though? not door-kicking ( how did you not break your foot????) but like, going outside and just..flopping down and looking at the clouds? or carrying around a stress ball? i used to have a book full of ideas to help people deal with negative emotions and those two things i suggested worked really well! . w.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Ah, you’re not a bother, dear. If our cooing over you hadn’t clued you in, we all think you’re awesome.<\/p>\n

Walking is fine too~ I love to walk, and it’s amazing how many parks and how much green space is Calgary that you don’t notice until you’ve spent four hours walking through it all. I don’t do that so much anymore. I really should take it up again.\u00a0<\/p>\n

Haha well, I didn’t break my foot but I did<\/em>\u00a0break my toes. That was a pretty sucky time. Hmm, I think I tried the stress ball thing once, but I kept misplacing it. I’m terrible for doing that. Cloud watching… that one I haven’t tried. I should try that out the next time one of those moods hits :3<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

jeexbeez: gallowswifi: jeexbeez: well now i am feeling better and this was something nice to read. ; w; ;;; you have a lot of interesting things to say in this. . A.BUT LMAO THE ONLY THING I WANT TO COMMENT ON is you driving for hours on end. why???? i would totally give you a destination. … Continue reading <\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16087","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16087","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16087"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16087\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16087"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16087"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/renne.finalknight.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16087"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}